The 2019 ATSA Conference

Hi everyone. The following entry is just a brief recap of the day I spent at the 2019 ATSA conference last week, slightly modified from a post I left about it on Virped... Although I haven't been around here much of late, I do still keep in touch with a few other MAPs and also... Continue Reading →

Suicidal Thoughts vs Being Suicidal

The following blog entry doesn't have all that much to do with pedophilia directly, but rather with having suicidal thoughts and feelings vs being actually suicidal, which I contend aren't always necessarily the same thing. I haven't touched this blog in quite a while but this is something I've been thinking about lately and I... Continue Reading →

And On That Day, I Knew What I Was

As many of you who already know my story are aware, when I was about 13 and a half, I started developing an attraction to younger boys that came seemingly out of nowhere. Before that, I was only turned on by women and same-aged girls. Not only turned on by, but sexually obsessed with. Most... Continue Reading →

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