Author: daywalkervirped

The Whirlwind

The following entry isn’t so much “about pedophilia” but more just an update on my life and a chance to vent a little. An attempt at catharsis, for what it’s worth. This is a slightly modified version of a post I left today at Virped. Not everyone who’s read my blog in the past has…

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The 2019 ATSA Conference

Hi everyone. The following entry is just a brief recap of the day I spent at the 2019 ATSA conference last week, slightly modified from a post I left about it on Virped… Although I haven’t been around here much of late, I do still keep in touch with a few other MAPs and also…

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Where Pedophilia and Hebephilia Overlap

This is going to be a pretty short entry. Just felt I needed to clarify a couple things regarding pedophilia vs hebephilia and point out that, while they can be two distinct and different things, there is a bit of overlap between the two. Pretty much anyone who knows me and who I’m also out…

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Suicidal Thoughts vs Being Suicidal

The following blog entry doesn’t have all that much to do with pedophilia directly, but rather with having suicidal thoughts and feelings vs being actually suicidal, which I contend aren’t always necessarily the same thing. I haven’t touched this blog in quite a while but this is something I’ve been thinking about lately and I…

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You’re a Monster, Piece of Shit, Danger to Children, Etc.

“You’re a monster. You’re a piece of shit. You’re a danger to children and society. You’re inherently evil. You’re the lowest form of scum on Earth. You deserve to die painfully.” Etc, etc, etc….. Any of us who’ve been putting ourselves out there as pedophiles for any amount of time have probably heard these types…

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The Tragedy of Child Sex Dolls and Artificial CP

  Right now, there are places in the world where a certain type of children are being bought and sold like common commodities. They are shipped from place to place, in secret, often internationally. They are exploited and used without any regard to their feelings or well being. They are provided for the sole purpose…

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And On That Day, I Knew What I Was

As many of you who already know my story are aware, when I was about 13 and a half, I started developing an attraction to younger boys that came seemingly out of nowhere. Before that, I was only turned on by women and same-aged girls. Not only turned on by, but sexually obsessed with. Most…

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I Am Brett. I Am A Pedophile. Here Is My Story

So, I’ve decided I might as well start a little blog of my own. Not sure I’m going to do much with it, but we’ll see. In my first blog post, I’m going to tell a little bit of my story. This is kind of long, but it obviously has huge chunks of things left…

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Jacob Wetterling’s Killer — Danny Heinrich, and the 14 Year Old Me.

Just like everyone else, I was was deeply saddened last week to learn of the final twist in the tragic tale of the abduction of Jacob Wetterling. While I don’t think anyone had much hope of a happy ending to the story after 27 years, the news still caused my heart to sink. As sad…

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